HOLY COW.

I swear my life is over. Look for me in the obituaries tomorrow or the day after cos I JUST FREAKIN DIED!!!



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Miyavi + Melody = DO NOT WANT

WTF.

So random lar! Suddenly get married wan! To a random girl! I suddenly become so obsessed with her lar geez. She married Miyavi! Omg she is carrying his baby. I have no comment. Miyavi is going to be a FATHER.

Miyavi and father DO NOT go together in the same sentence at all. Because he is a freaking kid himself lar! How can a kid father a baby?!

Why this guy. Walking bomb ar! First he make me so pissed off when he announced that he is leaving PS Company. And then he make me dotdotdot when I hear people say he is not ki-siaw kind of hyper person anymore. After that he took off all his piercings and look very not Miyavi anymore. Make me dotdotdot again. AND NOW RIGHT! HE IS GONNA GET MARRIED TO A FRICKING GIRL!! And all these surprises is like in freaking 3 months k!

HOW MUCH OF ME IS HE PLANNING TO KILL?!!!

Somehow I will be less surprised if you told me that Miyavi married a guy instead of a girl. Cos he is always so gay and weird one.

Looks like Melody is gonna have to live with his ki-siaw mouth for the rest of her life lar. Just hope their baby looks cute. If not right I don't know what to say liao.

MIYAVI AND MELODY JUST FRICKING GET DIVORCED FASTER

I know I am very unreasonable but I feel like I am not ready for Miyavi to leave his J-rocker life yet! I still wanna hear more from him lar! Why so suddenly wan. I wasn't even aware he got girlfriend ok. WHAT MORE TO SAY WIFE AR OMG. And just that day I was talking about how mean Gackt's fans were to make him divorce his wife. I guess I am just a hypocrite lar. But that's cos I don't care about Gackt ma!!

I cannot sleep anymore tonight. I WILL JUST SIT AND STARE AT HIS PICTURES

Sorry for the incoherent words lor. All that was running through my head was OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGMYV

So yeah.

:O

O . M . F . G

D:

Blogging now from Bing. Ordered a cup of hot chocolate for RM9.50 and only have 50 cents left in my purse. Looking at the people talking around me then turning back to my laptop, trying to look very busy and important. Fail, of course. No one to talk to. Bored. Writing this post.

My friend said to be here at 2 pm to discuss how to design the dividers for the school magazine.

It is now 2.38 pm. She is late for freaking 38 minutes. I am currently wondering if I have been stood up.

If she isn't gonna come then say so! So I don't have to fight with my parents. They didn't wanna bring me here but I keep forcing them. Shit fuck man. Might as well I stay at home and sleep right!

On another note I feel kinda nice sitting in a quiet corner in a very expensive cafe blogging and being stood up.

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Had an argument yesterday with a guy friend of mine about perverted obsessions. I was telling him about how hot Reita the bassist is when he interrupted me and told me that he is old.

OLD YES BUT STILL SEXY

I also think that older guys are sexier cos they are more mature and more experienced if you know what I mean. Ehem.

Friend : Reita is so old! Not sexy! He is 11 years older than you! Not scared meh!
Me : Scared what scared la? He is my idol. Anyway I don't care that he is old ok! Old is much better. Can buy me a lot of things!
Friend : Yeah right la he doesn't even know who you are. Besides I saw him in your blog, he is not sexy. He is so ugly.
Me : He is sexy because he got big thing! -cincai blurted anything out-
Friend : ...
Me : True! I saw the bulge before! -is lying-
Friend : ...
Me : What?!
Friend : So perverted wan you! Eew!
Me : It is so obvious down there ba of course I saw it! If not then!
Friend : PERVERT PERVERT PERVERT
Me : I am not! It is like you la! Like the time you see girls with big boobs!
Friend : It is right in my face! No need to look down! Of course I notice!
Me : So that means I can call you pervert also right?
Friend : NO THAT IS DIFFERENT

I don't see what is so different about it though. Guys do not have boobs or anything remotely sexual to look at if they are clothed besides the bulging dick if they wear tight pants. So of course girls look down right! Girls got boobs and no bulging thing so guys naturally don't look down right!

So why do girls who notice the guy's obvious big thing gets called a pervert but a guy who notices a girl's big boobs doesn't?!

THIS IS WHAT I CALL EXTREMELY SEXIST

Reita is so smexy and old and totally looks like he has a big dick.



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By the way I suddenly feel this overwhelming love my freaking shuai Miyavi-chan. Whywhywhy must he leave Peace & Smile Company?! He is like the freaking pioneer artist there and now he is freaking leaving?! NOOOOO MY LIFE IS SO OVER. He apparently wants to start his own company. That kid?! Starting his own freaking company where he is the president?! Pfft who the fuck is he trying to kid.


His last year at the PSC Carnival D: I am so depressed

I'm gonna miss Myv's crazy ADD antics soooo much! Geez I cheer up just by watching him ki-siawing by himself. AND NOW I CANNOT ANYMORE BECAUSE HE IS SOOO FCKIN SERIOUS KJDHUHAYGDFTADF

I swear, the president of PSC did something to him. Maybe put him in a straightjacket and told him not to be so spastic or he would be fired.

He also looks better with the piercings. The lipring!!! Why is every J-rocker taking out his lipring. I swear Aoi looks sooo much better with it too! He looks sooo young! AND HIS LIPS ARE SOOO MMMM WITH IT! Geez. I hate them.



Watched Oresama again yesterday. Love Myv in there. He is so spastic and jerky and crazy and fun. Sigh he was so little and childish back then. He shot the movie when he was 22? And yet he doesn't look like he aged at all if you compare him from Oresama and him now. One thing hasn't changed though : His pervertedness. He keeps trying to rape Ryuu the little cute kid. AND HE IS SUCH AN INSANE GUITARIST

I want Miyavi back.

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Had a nice birthday. Best one I ever had, I think. I also recieved the best presents I've ever recieved. I cannot stop wearing the necklace MJA gave me. Thanks guys! How you know my taste so well?




PS : I was blogging from Bing. I'm not now. Did not get stood up after all.

My Birthday.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Muahahahaha

I am rich.

HAHAHAHA.

Today my big sis and I were listening to Filth in the Beauty in the car when she said that the song was complete fail and how can anyone in their right senses can like that kind of song. Then I haughtily said that the song is very good because it conveys deep meaning about incest.

She went on to say that the song is very stupid. And that Gazette all look very stupid especially Reita. Grrrrr.

Taff : So stupid wan! I think Reita look the stupidest because he got that strap over his nose!
Me : So what! They didn't finish high school mar! What do you expect!
Taff : Wah didn't finish high school also can be so rich ar!
Me : Except Ruki la. I think he finished. He went to private school.

And then she said in shock

"HAH WHAT?!! PERVERT SCHOOL?!!"





Peng tiao.

Eradicated.

I learnt a new word today in the EST paper. The word is eradicated.

Exams are over but why am I not happy? Maybe because I only got 52 marks for my Add Maths and 81 marks for Maths. So low. I never got 81 for Maths before since last year. I also got 52 only once last year. Wtf have I been doing all the time instead of studying?

I swear. Teacher just ruined my bloody end-of-exams celebration due to her handing out of test marks.

I AM SUPPOSED TO BE SUPER HAPPY TODAY DAMMIT

On another note I was asked to join the Web Team and I agreed. I would not have joined if you asked me last year though. Maybe cos I become more nerd or something. But it's also good that I join cos then I can improve my graphic designing skills. Teacher also printed the stickers I designed which I think is good seeing as she probably did not understand half of the words I added there.


She didn't print this one cos I think she doesn't know what xoxo means

I also think that nobody will want the stickers.

I cannot seem to be able to line or colour anything in Photoshop lately. My hands have no more skill liao. I cannot even line my drawings nicely! Damn pissed off ok. I fail as an artist.